The Lalaland

A blog of a student who's too shy to talk to peoples face

Tuesday, 18 April 2017

Hi ?

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Assalamualaikum. Wow ohmaigosh I can't believe it's already April 2017. Rip my blog. I'm like, the worst blogger ever existed and I'm not kidding. Look at my blog, so dull and empty. Yeah, pretty disappointed in myself. I should have posted something after SPM because I have tons of free times what was I even thinking? Huh. Okay, so, I'm getting pretty busy again because it's nearing my "crucial month". Well um to be exact, last year's SPM takers crucial month. All of the results for UPU and Matriks and other universities will be out next month tsk tsk mommy😭.

This Sunday, 23rd April, I have an interview at UiTM Dengkil for Tesl course and I'm super nervous for it. I haven't talk in english for months! I only typed stuffs, I don't do talking😂. Wish me luck! Pray for me! I really want this! I need this course! This is like the only thing I'm interested in (don't mind me being dramatic lol). I'm worried about my grammar and vocab. I don't know much formal words because I only uses words for daily chitchat a.k.a survival kit. 힝 무서워요😭. What if I suddenly slipped my tongue and says something in Korean or Japanese or maybe even Arabic lolololol. So scared as I never been to any interview before.

Well, let's just wait and see what'll happen this Sunday. InshaaAllah everything will be alright. Pray for my success🙇. Life must go on....but for now I need to pause my life and sleep. It's already 10;20pm. For you, you, you and you who are diligently reading this sudden update of me being a drama queen about continuing my studies, thank you so much for keeping up with this dull blog, my not so cool english and thank you so much for knowing that this blog existed. Every single one of you are precious. Stay you, because there's no one youer than you💖

Love, J♥

Tuesday, 7 June 2016

it's okay...

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Assalamualaikum w.b.t

    Bonjour? Ok, I sounded really awkward right there. Gone for almost 3 months without any update and yeah, I'm sorry for being such a horrible blogger. Should have updated something at least but I really can't find the words to write. Hope y'alls understand. All of the stress from studying doesn't seem to stop. It's just keep growing bigger as times passes by. Tough life as a student T^T. Oh and it gets worse after the result for my PPT came out~ gaahhh~ Miserable as always.

    I even searched for "songs for when you're depressed". How pathetic is that? I don't know... Sometimes rasa macam unfair result keluar macam tu, cuz the efforts I put in were just...ugh.. Tak pernah work hard macam ni. Tahun ni paling memang gave my all. To be honest memang banyak kali je rasa nak nangis and nak quit everything. I even think about dropping some subjects but of course I can't. Nak, taknak memang there's only one way to solve this prob. Iaitu dengan work harder and study harder. Study smart and hard sebab kalau salah satu je mmg won't work for me.

    Alhamdulillah, I have amazing friends. They give me a lot of support and always says that it's okay to you know, fail sometimes. Tak semua benda akan jadi ikut apa yang kita nak. Tak semua orang yang berjaya sekarang ni started off good. Boleh jadi some of them bukan budak pandai pon time sekolah. So, yeah.. To all of you out there who have kind of the same situations as me (omg this is so sad cuz I'm currently listening to Bad Day-Daniel Powter), cheer up! You can do this! WE can do this! Of course there will be a lot of ups and downs. Chin up. Not every day is a bad day, right?

    Wahhh this is the first time I'm writing such an emotional post..hahahahaa. Well then, I think that's it? One more thing, it's okay to keep on dreaming :) Manalah tau mimpi and angan2 tu jadi kenyataan satu hari nanti? Who knows~ Good luck in life (for me also) and stay positive!



xoxo,love
IJA

Friday, 25 March 2016

Let them know that I'm still alive

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Evening Earthlings! I guess some of you are still awake, right? Well then let's continue with this update. Sorry if this post is going to be a bit boring or annoying or whatever that is going through your mind because seriously I prepared nothing beforehand. So yeah, here it is. First of all, I just finished my UB1 examination. The results? Well, not bad. Seriously. Better than last year. All of my marks got higher than last year except for Biology, Chemistry and Arab language. Truthfully, for Chemistry and Arab, yes I admit that it was my fault for not trying to improve and study more about them. But as for Biology, I just don't get it! Why?! I freaking read the whole chapter! The marks that I got for Biology was just shocking. I..... Idk~

The second activity that I did for this year was on last week. I joined an MTQ (Majlis Tilawah Quran) competition and I'm in the Qiraat Sab'ah category. Hah! Of course, I didn't win. I didn't even know that we need to read those sentences with or using Tarannum. duh~ If not, I would have the win. Why? Cuz I got all the Qiraat right. Poor me for not knowing how to Tarannum.

Ok, now what? I don't know what to talk about anymore. I'm out of ideas. What did I even do last week? Wow, my life is super boring. Well, anyway I managed to achieve my goal for UB1 and I'll try harder for PPT and even harder for trial SPM and give the rest of my soul to the real big, important examination, SPM. I'm gonna die of studying. That's it I guess? Please please please pray for my success for this year. I really need all of the supports, energy and whatever more. This is an important year for me and yes, I can't let anyone down. Let's strive to be the best ? Magaadddd that felt so awkward~ Fighting everyone!! yaaaaahhhhhh!! ok bye~

Saturday, 19 March 2016

Eric Nam Justin Bieber 'Love Yourself' Cover with Sungha Jung

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Sorry for not being active at all. It's not that I don't have anything to talk about. I have tons of things to tell you gys. I just don't know how to start off and yeah I can't find any suitable time right now. Um,,basically it's my fault for spending too much time on Anime. lelzzsss~ But wait, don't get mad yet! Cuz I still spend rest of ma time doing my homework. I need to finish 3 physics reports. So yeah,,, quite hard for me since I'm not that good in Physics.

So,,,yeah I'll leave you guys with this beautiful serenade by Eric Nam ft Sungha Jung <3 Hope you guys enjoy it :) Goodbye and goodluck :)

Friday, 26 February 2016

Q&A Part1

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Well hey, peeps. So today I decided to just go with a question and answer session since I don't really know what to post. I'm sorry for being inactive for almost 2 months and I'm also sorry for deleting all of my previous post on this blog. I just had to because I want to start a new blog. A new me.I guess? haha, I don't know. So, yeah these are some of the questions that I get asked a lot. Enjoy :) 

1. Your full name?
- Nur Farizah Binti Mohd Zainuri

2. Single or taken?
- Single and taken at the same time.hahaha ok ok I'm single but I'm taken by my parents and by my future husband (omg so cheesy~)

3. Height and weight?
- This type of questions might be sensitive for most of the girls out there, but I'm fine with it so here 151cm and 46kg (short and fat, but still healthy xP)

4. Longest relationship?
- ummm never got in a relationship before..so yeah (dont be shock)

5. At what age do you want to get marry and how many kids would you want to have?
- woooo,,, hahaha,,hmm maybe around 25 or older cuz I wish to have a permanent work first and I want to study and travels a lot. Kids? 4 will be enough I guess..idk~

6. Who you last hugged or kissed?
- I'm not an affectionate kind of person..urm the last time I hugged someone was....man, I can't even remember! like seriously! hahahaha

7. How do you stay fair(skin)? *hot quest
- oh this question. I really don't know how to answer this cuz I am naturally, genetically have fair skin. Got it from both my parents,yep both of em are so fair. So, people and especially my friends out there, note this answer please. You guys keep on asking me what product did I use and stuff. I only bought stuff for my damnstupid acne and not for whitening :)

8. How do u deal with ur lazy self?
- hurmmm tough questions..Usually when I get lazy, I'll just stop doing anything-my homeworks esp- and try to relax and sleep. That's the best solution. Or i'll just stare at the walls or ceilings or whatever. Just don't do anything.

9. Your opinion on gays and lesbians?
- (most probably the hardest question ever). You know, I can't say that I hate gay/lesbian/homo people or what. It's just, I don't have any problem with them and that's their rights to choose whatever they want in their life cuz obviously I don't wanna know what they're doing with their lives. well yeah, in Islam it is prohibited and you can't marry the same sex person cuz if u do that, then it will affect the sexual reproduction. But if you're asking me about those people on social networks, I just...um I think I don't really care. Not saying that I'm supporting them! It's just that, what do u want them to do when they have that kind of feelings? It's about their hearts. But when it comes to Muslims, I will absolutely  disagree with any of those relay. Let say if one of ma friend is gay (and they're muslims), i'll do everything to try and you know,,,comfort him or get him to any counselor or whatever to get him back to his sense and tell him that it is prohibited and he can't do that and stuff. ok stop! this is getting toooooooo long and i'll finish it here. (maybe I'll do a post about this)

10. 3 things you love and hate?
- 3 things that I love are colorful chiffon hijabs(common things for muslims girls), shoes and foods. 3 things that I hate are cucumber, sour stuffs and dark chocolate.


That's all for now. It's getting late and I'm still recovering from my fever. So, I need to stop now and go to sleep. Bye , good night <3